i need to get my shit together.
i need to get out of this funk.
i am so happy with who i am with but after almost two years im ready for more. even if marriage isnt happening right now i need something more for me.
i want to start making a daily goal list. im getting a day planner and im going to write it all down. I am going to do the things on my list BEFORE i play everyday. i need to start doing things for me. i need a new car. i need to go back to school. i need to find a new hobby, and i NEED to start working out everyday again. I cant keep planning my day around him. I want to spend all my time everyday with him but i cant keep doing that. Im not happy anymore.
I am going to cut and color my hair how i want… not how he wants. I am going to get some money and go shopping so i dont feel so frumpy all the time.
I am going to start doing things for me. I had so much potential and i let it go…
i am getting it back. starting now.
